"Coming Clean"
For The Sake of Love
A Poem by S.J.L.
I Fell for a Cheap Thrill Out of My Own Free-Will
I Flew so Far, So High, No Plan on Coming Down, All While Sitting Still...
A Weight Not Even Gravity Can Outpace
It Took Me Far Away... Far, Far Away In My Head
To a Better Place, At Least So I Thought I Guess.
A Place that Numbed the Pain,
A Place To Become a Mess.
A Place To Lose Your Family...
A Place to Lose Your Friends...
A Place For All The Broken,
A Home For All The Internally Dead.
A Place Where The Lost Are Often Lead
A Land Full of Wicked Smiles and Backward Steps
This Time I'm Coming Down...
This Time I’m Coming Home.
This Time, I Never Chased It...
Rather Once I Found You, A Love so Pure, so Right.. So True...
My Cheap Thrill Came Back to Chase Me..
With Devils Disguised as Friends
With their Wicked Grins and Broken Teeth
Every Narcissist,
Psychopath, Sociopath,
Serial Killer
All Coming Upon Your Light to Feast...
My Light So To Speak
For Without You I Am Weak
It's Been 10 days now that i haven’t seen Your Precious Face
I’m Falling Apart, Withering, Stuck in Place,
The Devil Had Re-Opened his Case...
My Lover, My Darling,
The Hottest Season, But My Favorite Summer
I'm Coming Home To You. This Time I'm Walking Away From Everything
I Haven't Flown in More Than a Week
I Have been too Weak, I Haven't Seen Your Face... I haven't Heard My Angel Sing.
Look at Me... A Crown-less King
A Broken Throne and An Empty Seat
And that Seat is Only Worthy of You My Queen
The Only One I Want, The Only One I Need
The Only Thing that Truly Matters to Me,
N.S.B...
- Your's Forever, Sam I Am aka S.J.L.
07/06/2019
