Heartfelt Fears
By: Porsha Jones
I've been infatuated & fixated with the idea of you
Been scared of you
Been heartbroken by you
Given so much of you that so little of you has been reciprocated
Been doubtful of you
Given up on you
Used you in vain a time or two
Cried because of you
Been happy because of you
Lead my heart astray because of you
Been blinded by you
Yet i still have enough strength to give you away unconditionally because i wear my heart on my sleeve
Let one get away because of you
Left because of you
I thought i'd never be the same because i let you fly away
Then I let my pride take over
But
L
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If i ever find the courage to let my guard/pride down and let you take over, i'd go back to the way i was before
But wiser and smarter than before
I missed having you around but until i get myself together
L
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Can wait another day <3
