something inside me aches, something inside me burns and it breaks, at the sound of your name, the one that changed who I am to this day, made me afraid, and cringe when I'm asked and I say I'm ok....
we longed for eachother, made love Undercovers, but outside of our bed, inside we were dead, walking around with our misery and dread, we were toxic, you were fuel to my fire, but the kind that burns out , with the first gust of wind, then desperately trying to rekindle again, you were my best friend, and my enemy, I loved to hate you, bc you were poison to me, but I'd drink you straight, again and again hoping you might turn sweet, and it would not have to end, we were a match made in hell, the kind that only burns for a while, till the devil gives you a wink and a smile, & you imagine clouds , angels and things..
but when you wake up, you do not have wings, just a hangover , and regret, but you pull him close so that you don't have to feel it, the reality so intense.. after all it was all just a dream, a nightmare it would seem ...
By: Shaela
