"A Feeling I Have Never Felt"

"A Feeling I Have Never Felt"

"A Feeling I Have Never Felt"

"A Feeling I Have Never Felt"

By: Sam I Am

I feel like im Floating, floating beneath the Ocean's Surface.

Confined in a Claustrophobic state between Time and Space in constant Suffocation yet my Ever Burning Heart is Beating Fast, Racing.

These Waves are Crashing like Swords at my Core

I've Never Felt this Before

Where to go from Here..

These Riptides Cut Old Wounds like Knives

My Insides are Fighting

Living

Dying

Constant Waves of Emotion

It's Pouring in

The Dam of my Soul has Been Broke Open

Hoping

Breathe.. Breathe

Hoping

Tight Space

I'm Crawling

Crawling

My Feet are being Dragged Upon the Ocean Floor

A Devious Quicksand Swallowing the Air of Dry Land

Is This a Gift or a Curse that I hold with Pen in my Hand?!

I'm being Followed, with Intent of Being Taken, Swallowed..

The Cries of The Undead in a ReAwoken Sleepy Hollow

Im Getting Tired, so Worn trying to Fill this Void

The Cracks of my Kingdom are Trembling,

Quaking

Shaking

Feeling like Heaven has Forsaken Me

Swimming through a Hurricane

Drowning Within its Waving, Roaring, Typhoon Flames

Overflowing

Crashing

Crushing Pain

I'd rather feel Insane than to feel this particular Way

Never Felt such a Demented Wave

SAVE ME

Im Calling

Im Drowning

Im Crawling

Being Swallowed

It Rather You Hate Me

TAKE ME

Please Open the Door that Awaits

Im feeling Invisible, Cremated, Late

My Soul is Volcanic, Fire Made

Yet I am Of The Sea, Beneath the Surface Where the Volcanic Eruptions Come Burning Ember Waves

Beginning to think i won't Live to See the Day

The Sea is Trying to Take Me Away

Left to Fate, Lost in a Desolate Waste

I just want Air that's Fresh, Pure to the Taste

But Im Feeling Late

Feeling Taken

These Burdens i Carry, Im Being Suffocated

For Once i Dont have an Answer to this feeling,

To this Wave,

Someone Aims to Kill, A Dark Aura trying to take The Constellations, the Flame, The Stars in My Heart.

Hear Me

Hear Me Never

Or Hear Me Now

Im Falling and I Dont Know How

A Spirit Full of Foul Play, Started as Whispers today

As it Now Screams THROW IN THE TOWEL

Im Moving Forward but Im Falling and I Dont Know How..

Devil, with me you have No Place to Hide or Stay

Please Leave the Way You Came

Im Praying

Im Praying

Meditating

Crying Lord Save Me

Im Falling and I Dont Know How..

Why God, Why do i Feel like Death Now?..

Why Am I Falling and I Don't Know How?..

I Guess I Know Now, How One's Soul can be Attacked and They Dont Know Why Nor How..

Now I Know, but i Still Don't Know How

Why i feel like Crying, Dying, Why i Feel Like Im Falling Right Now,

Why i Feel Like Im Buried Deep Beneath the Ground

Why I Feel like Im being Dragged Down, Drowning when no Water Surrounds.

Now I Know How It Feels To Fall When You Dont Know How.

- Sam I Am