Going insane
Staying in my own lane
I don’t wanna be mundane
Feeling like I’m nothin
Always going against the grain
Just wanna stop this pain
Get a grip and try to contain
Take control and maintain
Even though it’s uncharted terrain
Way out of my own domain
Tired of everything being a strain
Man I’d like to be sane
No, I’m not okay
All I can do is pray
That it’ll be better another day
Even though it’s as if I’ve got a blocked airway
So tired of living this way
What more to say
No, I’m not alright
Got nothing good in my sight
Think I’ve lost all of my fight
Like all that’s left for me is to just die
But I’ve got to suck it up and try
So tired of just barely getting by
Excuse me while I break down and cry
Can’t stop questioning why
Feel like giving up
After every single blowup
Feels like I’m fucking stuck
So tired of being down on my luck
Constantly asking, what the fuck
My life’s a wreck
Nothing but shitty cards in this deck
But I can’t quit
I’ve got people that need me and shit
