Learning to Fly

"Learning to Fly"

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By S.J.L. 03/03/2019

 

I just wanna liiivee

I just wanna dieeee

I just wanna liiiivee

I just wanna flyyyy

Can't you see??..

Can't you see what your doing here to me

All these painful tears your screaming silence brings?!

The naked woods and violent trees

We sing a lowly lonely symphony

Echoes of insanity sing constantly as distant church bells ring

Can't you see..

Can't you see???

This is my soul

This is my humanity

Teardrops of my sanity

A yelling silence of my unspoken profanity

I just wanna live

I just wanna die

I just wanna liiiiivee

I really wanna fly..

The stars keep soaring

they're passing me by

As the world sleeps i die slowly inside

To the skies and space i just wanna fly

With Constellations to confide

Hearts to collide

I cannot stop this wave roaring tide

Fire to blaze like lonely dreamers in the night

Fight Fight Fight!!!

I just wanna liiiiivee

I just wanna diiieee

I just wanna liveeee

I just wanna flyyyyy

My heart's desire

My soul's on fire

God set me free

But you Darling, You let me go

When there was still hope

You left me to drown in waters so cold

When i would rescue you you wouldn't do the same

I hurt my soul FOR YOU

But you just wouldn't listen, You didn't understand i never had a choice in that path to choose

Destiny is proof

Can't you see

Can't you see the beauty in Truth?

Can't you see the beauty in my Old Soul's glistening Youth?

You chose my heart to shoot

But God saved me he changed me and took the wound

He made me bulletproof

I was the rooster of the chicken coop

And you the only chicken who made me "cockadoooodledoo"

Can't you see? Can't you see?

Take a second glance and maybe then you'll see..

 what you've done to me

Can't you see?

can't you see?!?!

I just wanna Live

You said you'd hate to see me Dead

Give me another lineup to replace the lines you fed

All the worthless words you said

Can't you see? Can't You See?!?

I just wanna Liveee

I just wanna Diee

I'm Learning how to Fly

So im just gonna Liveeee

Knowing you want me Deaaad

You've Awoken the Flame of the Dragon's Breath

You left while you were ahead

I'll be the selfless one and use my Fire to Fly instead

I'll Love the world like God had Meant

I'll love the world like God had Meant

I know your somewhere doing the same

But you took my ideas in Love I'd Lend

and You left my heart and soul Broken in a place Time and Space could not Mend

So im going to Learn to Fly Selflessly Instead

Darling, I'm going to Love the World as God had Meant.

 

- Your's Truly, Sam I Am