“Screamin Demons”
By: Ryan Rowan
Sitting here breathin,
Dreamin of freedom,
Hopin that this loneliness is only for a season.
If you could hear my thoughts homie all you'd hear is screaming,
Cuz I'm holding in my demons.
Lettin them go would hurt the worst,
But this self-destructive s*** is a terrible curse.
Because it's more about identity,
You feeling me?
It's the pain that's made me who I am,
My strength is my weakness but I don't give a damn.
See the mistake ive made is letting go too late.
Anger and pain crystallize, become hate.
So cold and numb, is this my fate?
